#GOODBYE LETTER TO MY ADDICTION PROFESSIONAL#

You have changed me.Īs a result, I know I have to leave you. You robbed me of my independence and freedom. You turned me into what I hated more than anything else. Because of you, I ended up doing things that I never in a million years thought I would be capable of doing. In that sense, you quickly became my worst nightmare. You constantly blocked me from doing any of the things I wanted to do. There was even a part of me that believed I could become a better person with you. All I wanted to do was make changes in my life that would be for the better. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get away from you. It turns out that you are also vindictive, as you did everything in your power to pull me right back in. I was starting to crawl away from your evil clutches. There were plenty of times when I believed things were starting to look up. In order for things to get better, I need to let you go. It has become clear that everything is not okay. You told me that as long as I let you control everything in my life, everything would be okay. Eventually, you took everything away from me. You became the hardest relationship I have ever had to experience. We had a great relationship and you did exactly that.Įventually, I realized that I was wrong. I believed that the more I poured into you, the less I would have to worry about my other problems.

#GOODBYE LETTER TO MY ADDICTION PROFESSIONAL#

This includes issues I have in my personal and professional life. I also thought that you could ease many of the struggles of my present. I thought that my traumatic childhood experiences would disappear thanks to you. When you first came into my life, I believed that you would help me ease all the pain I was going through. There came a point where I thought I would never have to part with you. This started off with plenty of happy moments, like the first time I experienced getting high or drunk. This includes all relationships, including my relationship with you. There is a saying that the hardest thing to do in life is to say goodbye.

Goodbye letter to my addiction